It happens that I do not write for 10 days and there is a reason.
That is not there. I do not know if there is or not, I just know that I was going mad.
And I think that these three months of shit, are due to the fact that the New Year's Eve I have not worn the red underwear. I swear that next year I do all red, even his hair.
I do not take peace.
start with the wi-fi is wrong. And there I was already part of a nervous, because I'm posting from the old PC in my study frozen. I have to find a solution .... Meatballs
Then they feel.
E 'from mid-January, but that's going on?? We have had bronchitis / fatringite, after a week of truce came a fever abnormal, with no other symptoms, then 15 more days of peace and we have been affected, in truth only Polpina (at least for now), a disease that I did not know existed: the hand-foot-mouth disease. the past as well, now we are back in business. I'm at work, at their nest.
But I'm not at all well. My head feels like a balloon, I think, I cry, I despair, I do not know what I want, I feel misunderstood. All
are sick, they all trust, all are crying at my house .... but no one ever asked me how I am, what I feel, if I need it. The fault is mine alone, why do not leak anything, I cry silently, secretly, I can not confide in others and I do, I try in every way to make fun of my situation.
This morning, after having accompanied the meatballs to kindergarten, I went home, I slipped the headphones in your ears del'ipod, I raised the volume to maximum and I started to dance and jump like crazy, while cleaning and asparagus Beat the eggs. But who knows when because of Kekko Modà sang "Shout but I did not hear," I stopped and burst into tears. What the hell is happening to me? I know, I'm just very tired, meatballs wake up several times, I do not sleep and I sleep very well, advancing the herpes on my lower lip, will, it can not rain forever (autoconsolazione).
Spring, please, save me or end up in the asylum.
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